It is hard for those of us with autism to be always at our best! We have trouble with being able to motivate ourselves when our minds and bodies are not in sync with each other! We also have difficulty conforming to others standards! I try to please everyone, but sometimes I let people down! We sometimes are thought to be resistant and difficult , but no one knows how hard it can be to get our minds and bodies to work together! Please be patient and understanding with those of us with autism and do not give up on us!